sama sama maju kehadapan...seems like so long ago... heh. still get excited when i see the school bus going past. i think itz the same uncle. puasa sooooooooon! gulp.
anyway, nothing much ah today...dunno wat to write. oh yeah, went to toh tuck campus today.. faezah and eli made me cry...damnit. itz as if they know what's going on... n yup, i was the only one bawling in there. okay, to give myself credit, it was only me and maira over there. well after that thingy, at least sham was right beside her and he kissed her. who do i have? when i opened my eyes, all i saw was faezah and eli trying not to gape at me, and i wanted to punch the mirror coz i realised what a weak person i've become.
o ya...sham said i lost a lot of weight... reaali ah? i feel the same.. just burdened with problems...feels heavier actuali.
anyway eli squeezed the air out of me.. she hadn't seen me for a long time apparently. heh. i kinda miss being busy. the musical. and singing. sigh. tmr's farhan's bro's wedding. dunno weder gg or not. he hasnt replied yet. and sunday's mega perdana..finals. not gg. don think i'm up to it. feel so tired these days.
sigh. 3 weeks. itz as if we were a million miles away. i juz wish it wasnt so difficult. bleargh. again, i'm wishing i have the strength to say goodbye but i know it wont do any good. love is so bloody blind.
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