29th july

I LOVE YOU SAYANG!!!!!!!!!!

i apologise for the lack of interesting things that i put on the blog.... just as well since i'm about to embark on a potentially permanent phase where I have to censor most of the things I say and write, or and the things I do. Occupational hazard i would say...but then again the perks are amazing, so hey, who's complaining? hehe...

waiting for the MAN to get his butt online so we can have our 1st online conversation in over 2 yrs of resigning ourselves to this oh-so-happy-but-i-want-to-strangle-you relationship. hehe. think he might have fallen asleep again..went to collect his laptop last week, got internet on the same day... happy boy he is nowadays...

and in case i dont get to blog the couple of days, HAPPY 29TH BIRTHDAY BABY (1st aug)... wishing you healthy years ahead with your loved ones and me right under ur armpit... or making ur tummy fart... i love you always and kite nak kawin yayayay!! haha... in a few years... simpan duit dulu k ayu. lol.

to round things up, hope that the happenings over the last few weeks or so will be a great step ahead for me.. wont be easy, but i think i'm gonna make it, insya'allah. :)

update on the hamdan family

ah boy fractured his arm so will be using a cast til prob late aug or so... tripped on some net. anyways going to head out to meet my b soon...have a good day all.. tata

satu gambar

HAPPY 2ND ANNIVERSARY AYU N AYI !!!!!

wow... it's been a long and winding journey but yup we're finally here today..we've barely begun but i'm glad tt he's here to hold my hand come what may..

having said thatt, we've bought a new pc and got broadband so i guess i can start posting regularly... would be teaching soon. good luck to me. can anyone picture me as a teacher? heh....


aite good night all...


I LOVE YOU AYI.

better in time

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through
Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one

Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realise that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok
[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time
I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings
If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings
but that's the pathI believe in
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok
[Chorus:]
Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is
I'll be fine without you
Yes I will
[Chorus]


i hope that's what happens eventually for all of us. no matter how hurtful, no matter how painful, it does us well to know that there's other ppl out there going thru worse stuff..... so we trudge thru the rest of the days with a smile on the face, even if it does crack a little once in awhile.. n u pray, u pray that it will get better in time.. god nv lets us down.


i am happy nowadays, though i'm careful not to enjoy myself too much.. everything goes away, in time... so you hold on and appreciate what you have, who you love..

speaking abt that, i juz wanna wish b and myself a happy 2nd anniversary on the the 10th of july... thru thick and thin theru hurt and pain i'll be there for you.



there's a song which fits the description of my love for him today...

You're Still The One

(When I first saw you, I saw love.
And the first time you touched me, I felt love.
And afterall this time, you're still the one I love.)

Looks like we made it
Look how far we've come my baby
We mighta took the long way
We knew we'd get there someday
They said, "I bet they'll never make it"
But just look at us holding on
We're still together still going strong

(You're still the one)
You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're still the one I want for life(You're still the one)
You're still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You're still the one I kiss good night

Ain't nothin' better
We beat the odds together
I'm glad we didn't listen
Look at what we would be missin'
They said, "I bet they'll never make it"
But just look at us holding on
We're still together still going strong (You're still the one)

You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're still the one I want for life(You're still the one)
You're still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You're still the one I kiss good night (You're still the one)

I'm so glad we've made it
Look how far we've come, my baby.


so true, so true... more blessed years ahead...



look how far we've come my baby....