eighteenth august

itz better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all...
if you love someone, let him go, and if he never comes back to you, he was never yours to begin with....

the truth hurts. i suppose life itself a sacrifice...mine is so insignificant compared to what others have done. some days, i'm on top of the world...others, i juz wanna dig a hole in the ground and stay there for eternity. i suppose the last month or so has been a major emotional roller-coaster ride for me. but then again, everyone goes thru this at a certain stage in their life. i really resent the fact that people looking at the situation from their point of view seem to dismiss everything. oh, it happens. you'll get over it. wat the fuck. yeah, maybe i sould stop caring so much what people think about me and do what i really want to. this, of course, applies to many aspects of my life. but undeniably, itz over.

"everyone hurts"


sewaktu mula bertemu dulu
kuanggap kau hanya kawan
tetapi telah sudah mesra
berputiknya rasa sayang

pabila kita tidak bertemu terasa rindu dikalbu
akhirnya kita menyedari yang kita sudah jatuh cinta...



wateva happens, happens. i guess life has to go on. but look at me and you can see that while others are moving on at a brisk speed, i'm at the back, dragging my feet. oh well...

the trouble with love is
it doesnt care how fast you fall
and you cant refuse the call
see you've got no say at all
now, i was once the fool, itz true
i played the game by all the rules
but now my world's a deeper blue
i'm sadder, but i'm wiser too
i swore i'd never love again
i swore my heart would never mend
said love wasn't worth the pain
but then i hear it call my name......


i wonder why i'm a singer.