thirty-first january

i like this song and at the same time i dont.

one last - taufik batisah

never could imagine life without you
from the moment you walked into my world
never knew how long a loving flame could burn
but losing you has forced me to learn
that we cant change the way we feel inside
and every try at love never turns out right
we both know its better if we juz let it go
so lets have
c/o
one last kiss
one last touch
one last tender moment between us
one last dance
to out first song
while pretending there's nothing wrong
lets stay here for a while and
cherish every moment we're in denial
we both know
itz better if we juz let it go

everytime i try to take a stand at all
i see yor face again and i fall
in the middle of the night there's the scent of a rose
the smell of your perfume i suppose
but we cant change the way we feel inside
and every try at love never turns out right
we both know its better if we juz let it go
so lets have

baby if we met each other under a different sky
maybe then things would be much better between u n i
we could always hold on to this one special thing we share
but it would be too much for us to bear

we both know
itz better if we juz let it go



how cowardly. or maybe i'm the one who's stubborn. bebeh said this should be my song.


today i was on mc. have tonsilitis. going to sleep soon. lepak wif arif, mul and suhuf again at tamp. tired. talking almost mono-syllabically. cannot sing. argh. doctor scold. damn. can i punch her face?
almost sleeping at pc. nobody online. bored. tmr skool. wed got prac. get baju. fri rehearsal. sat full-dress. tired. need cheering up. damn u.

went to bebeh's houz. acted like maniacs using remote controls as microphones and singing jiwang songs. listened to taufik's cd. ate kfc. ate antibiotics. drowsy like fuck now. yawn.


well nezz......happier times will come for all of us hopefully. i will always be here for ya...... juz call my name, and i'll be there :)