7th oct - post written 10.46pm

feeling relieved after settling the monthly responsibilities... i'm quite tired and sleepy now. that's another relief as well. gawd noes how much i badly need my rest. i look like a panda-whale hybrid.

so anyways, i couldnt go beyond 3 days without you. such a weakling i noe. my heart jumps everytime i see your name. i feel like a teenage girl again, although it's probably not reciprocated. i noe what charlie brown says about peanut butter and unrequited love. hahahah.

nowhere near love la. it's more like affection and potential.

22 more days. good night.